Alzheimer’s disease has a storied history in my family. My mom’s dad and a few of her uncles suffered from it, and in some ways, I’m very fortunate that I missed exposure to their suffering. It is a terrible disease, as it slowly robs us of our loved…
There is a pure Light. It’s so miraculous, I cannot look upon it. Nor can I fathom the immense power to cast out darkness. But, I do know that it is there, even when I look away and ponder my own shades of darkness.We all see through our disabled len…
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As a 13-year-old, my holiday season consists of band and choir concerts, gift shopping, decorating, keeping the cats out of the Christmas tree, holiday movie nights, and a holiday school spirit week. And this year, to add to the list I took on the pa…
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Sometimes, we all need a little light. In my case, the darkness can be from major, chronic depression. Around the holidays and the cold, long winter are prime depression seasons for me and many of the others who live with the disease. Depression does…
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I remember the exact moment the University of Iowa psychologist gently told us that our two-year-old son was being diagnosed as having autism. I remember the weight of those words and the feeling of devastation as all the hopes, dreams, and goals I h…
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“For though my faith is not yours and your faith is not mine, if we are free to light our own flame, together we can banish some of the darkness of the world.” – Rabbi Lord Jonathan Sacks I stumbled upon this quote recently. It seemed quite timely an…
I have been a teacher in the Bettendorf school district for 24 years now, with 22 of them at the middle school. One day last week, as I walked the locker room to make sure everyone was safe and ready to go to the next period, one little boy volunteer…
It was New Year’s Day 2017. It was wintry and blustery outside the ICU in that hospital in Peoria, Illinois. Inside, the world was collapsing around me. I had just watched my 51-year-old son, Chris, die of a rapidly moving septic shock, the doctors p…
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A few weeks ago, I took part in the holiday ritual that happens in homes around the world this time of year. I ventured into the storage area in the basement of my house and dug out the boxes of Christmas decorations, the nativity scene, and tree orn…
When I got my first preschool teaching job, I was so excited. I wrote very detailed lesson plans for the first week, arranged the room until it was perfect. I bought the cute name tags and made one for each of my kiddos’ cubbies and chairs. Little di…
A few weeks ago, I saw a picture that said “Despair: It’s always darkest just before it goes pitch black.” While I got a good chuckle out of this picture, it highlights a major part of human nature, which is to focus on the pessimistic side of any si…
Our 3-year-old grandson, Ryan, while visiting from Colorado last summer, saw fireflies for the first time in his life. He was fascinated. I take for granted this spectacular summer display, as I grew up in Illinois and Iowa. It never occurred to me t…